Huh. Who Would Of Thought That A Small Box Could Home So Many Memories!

I have been looking through an old box of mine from high school and college that was in my mom's closet. She's moving said the box had to go.

And here is what I found inside.

I have found a sweet, sweet note from Jodi (I will call you to read it, I can still remember reading this and praising God for our friendship. It's a sweet one, you are a sweet friend even today)



I found a list of to-do's from the week before I left for ACU. It was divided out by the days leading up to the big leave and the last line said, "Leave for ACU!"



I found a picture of my great grandmother and I cooking in her kitchen. This will be framed and put in my kitchen now. I think it was my first salad to make ever and she raved and raved about it. I had the biggest smile on my face. It is a keeper.



I found my notes from the Mexico mission trip. Aquilles baby! YEAH! I have spanish songs galore, I can't wait to teach the children at church these songs. Plus a few vocab words.



I still have the first ever retreat booklet with Hatchett. "The Great Adventure."



I found some of my piano books that I used at recitals. I can't wait to teach Hayley these songs (after I reteach myself of course)



I found a picture and many sweet notes from Laura who I am now reconnected with thanks to the blog.



I found my letter from ACU telling me I was in Nelson Dorm and my roomate would be Meredith.

I found some pictures from a time that a certain intern came to my house one night to fix my hair for a banquet. It was huge. And we laughed and laughed. It's because of this night that it still cracks me up that the Lord gave you boys, Kendra. We had a blast did we not?

Oh and a Sierra magazine you stuffed in my box when I was the church runner and they came to sing at the church. We were walking on cloud nine that week, 'member?

I found pictures of one of my cabins at CDR when Jenna Lucado was in my cabin (some may know her Dad, Max)



I have a check in list from my campers during 4th session. My favorite cabin EVER. Sarah you were there-really that cabin rocked!



I found Mark and Melissa's engagement picture, still in a crystal frame. Yeah, that's right, IN A FRAME. You guys were so sweet...still are, of course!

But the most important discovery of all is my prayer journal from 1993-1994. Priceless. Hard times but God was good. I will share some of the entries later, promise.

God was a big part of my life then just as He is now. And most of you real world friends were there then like you are now. We are blessed to have such a rich history together.

And as I look over all the names listed on Baby Bennett's site at everyone who is praying, I am reminded once again how blessed we are. Nothing, nothing compares to Christan community.

We are so blessed.

Thanks for the memories y'all. Let's get together soon to make more of 'em.

(Jeff asked me the other day, "So how many get togethers are we up to now when we get a house?" I told him 2 but the real number is definatley more than 2, we just will ease him into it slowly. My mom may have to give him a few pointers, I used to invite the whole school over since we were only 5 blocks away. She learned to cope...I think.)

I Have An Announcement to Make So Listen Up!

I am officially giving up on the BABY!

Hang with me please

Yesterday was a bad day for me! I cried all day. But I think God is grabbing my attention right now so I am starting to listen and quit feeling sorry for myself.

I will continue to take the necessary steps to get ready for a baby. For example, take the vitamins, track the junk, work out (rock hard abs, please) and well, you know where babies come from so I won't go any further.

But as for obsessing over having a baby. I am letting it go!

Fly away deep burning desire, fly away!

In less than 3 days we are giving our 60 day notice here at the humble abode.

Praise God we are moving in the right direction.

We have been moving in the right direction all along it's just that God had some things He needed to get clear to us. And well, we are slow learners.

Top 3 Lessons we have learned:

1. To trust God
2. To trust each other
3. To Stop Planning and Start Living.

I always wonder what God is doing behind the scenes. He must have big huge plans if He is willing to throw us into the learning pit time and time again.

In church, we are talking about the 4 words that can hinder you from growing in your faith. Do you want to know what they are?

"I Can Handle It."

Yes, you can handle it but that is because God gives you the strength to go through it not the other way around. I put God on the back burner because let's face, I believe I can handle it or even do it better my way. But let me tell you, it doesn't work that way.

So here are three things that I plan to do in order to truly allow God to handle it.

1. Praise Him for what He has done and what He is going to do.
2. Read my Bible every morning to start myself on the right foot.
3. Pray through every emotion that takes me away from sweet communion with the Lord Almighty.


Thank you for your encouragement. From here on out I am moving forward-taking it one step at a time.

Oh and like little Katelyn, the sweet kindergartner says

"Just Keep Swimming. Just Keep Swimming!"

Translation: Just Keep Moving Ahead

I Can Sleep Easier Now that I Know This

Ummm, check this out, I hope you are as enlightened as I was.

Somehow I feel like we have just solved one of the biggest mysteries known to man.

I don't know about you but I am filing this one away under useless trivia that will do nothing to further my career.

Oh alright, I will play and I have nothing better to write about so it's an added bonus

I was tagged by Cousin Lyniel

Here are the rules:
1. I have to post these rules before I give you the facts.
2. Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. People who are tagged need to write a post on their own blog (about their eight things) and post these rules.

4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.


8 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME (stay with me, the last part I think is quite funny, the mental picure alone has made me chuckle)

1. One of my favorite things is to read is the Sunday Paper. I read the comics, the Life Section where they post the recent weddings and engagements. (I used to know many people but know our group of friends are all married and having children). I then read all the ads. Then I read the A & E section. Then I read the local "what's happening" in our neighborhood, the police scanner is my favorite. As you can see, I don't read the serious stuff, sometimes I may glance over but I try to keep it light and easy.

2. I organize my refrigerator like I used to when I managed a restaurant. Everything is out of a box, lined up in nice rows. The meat is on the bottom shelf or in the drawer, it's a health food thing.

3. I hum when I am working around the house, when I am thinking, when I am walking. Get the picture? I hum all the time. Sometimes I turn up the volume and sing my lungs out but that is mostly done without an audience.
4. I prefer cold showers in the summer rather than hot ones. There is nothing better than a nice cooling shower to help beat the Texas heat.

5. I have a very distinct laugh. I used to try to laugh quietly but that is nearly impossible. Therefore, I have embraced my laugh. I also love to laugh. It leaves me feeling warm and fuzzy. I will laugh for no apparent reason. My friends tell me it is because I have just gone to my happy place and needed to laugh.

6. I watch the local city council meetings on television every month. Yes, the boring, poor quality film job that lasts 2 hours. I watch it. It keeps me in the know.


7. When I am in deep thought, I pucker up my lips or stick out the tip of my tongue.

One night I was checking out a movie at Blockbuster, I went to the land of deep thoughts while I was waiting in line. This guy in front of me, turns around and says, "Why are you so mad? Are you having a bad day?" He was a creepy little dude (at least 6 inches shorter than me) and I said, "I'm sorry." He caught me off guard-I was not paying attention to him because duh I was in deep thought. He replies, "You don't have to be so rude." I said, "What are you talking about?" He says, "You must be having a bad day." "Huh?" Finally I had to tell him I have had a really long day, I am just standing here thinking, do you mind? I am now trying to work on thinking without looking like I am scowling. People, if I look like I am scowling please just assume that I am in deep thought and not upset. Here is someone who does the same as me, see the puckered look on his face.



8. Lastly I cry when I pray. I also cry when I discuss my prayer requests. I cry at commercials. The baby ones always get to me. They are just so sticking cute. I cry at movies. I cry at the sweet television shows that end on the happy note. For example, Brady Bunch, Little House on the Prarie, Extreme Homemakeover, The Friends finale rerun that I watched tonight. Sometimes my cry consists of watering eyes and a few tears running down my face. Other times, it is like someone turned on the water faucet full force. I may need to buy stock in Kleenex when I get pregnant, it could get ugly.

Now I am supposed to tag people but to be honest, I am too lazy to go to each of your blogs to say "tag your it." so if you would like to join in, than by all means do so and please say, "Susan tagged me."

I am like the little indifferent child at recess who just stands there and slaps someone as they pass by because they are too tired to exert the effort into running around trying to actually catch someone so they no longer have to be it.

That's why I like Freeze Tag, I just stood there the whole game and let all the other kids run around me. And I would yell, "DON'T TOUCH ME I AM FROZEN!" I was a pro at getting out of playing those "stupid childhood games"

(Did that make you chuckle or was it just me. Sometimes, I crack myself up!)

Jeff's Been Thinking...

Jeff and I are sitting in the kitchen at MIL and FIL's they aren't home yet-we are working our way through thier snacks in the freezer. MIL keeps great snacks on hand.

We are hungry.

I just logged into thier computer because I have an announcement.

Jeff just announced today to a few of us at church that he was thinking of starting a blog.

"What will the topic be?"

"I haven't decided yet."

One suggested that he write about me since I often write about him.

The one who suggested this is a regular reader of the blog.

Jeff is not. Thanks for letting the cat out of the bag, Kim!

No, Just kidding. He has too many people talk to him about the blog in the real world for him not to know that he is a regular feature.

Just now in the kitchen of MIL and FIL's he declares, "I am going to write a blog about political sattire."

"Umm, okay."

"I wonder if my mom would put my blog in her favorites folder like she has your blog?"

"Maybe."

I am halfway through telling you all of this when he says.

"You are about to goof on me in the blog aren't you?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Because you get a wicked grin on your face when you are about to write something about me on the blog."

Hmm.

I didn't realize he knew me that well.

I will keep you posted if Jeff begins to write a blog.

He just informed me that he may not do it because it will be too much pressure to think of something to say each day.

"Umm, okay."

Happy Sunday!

Someone Tell Me Why I Blog Again?

I am escaping for a few hours tomorrow night to my favorite scrapbook store. Let's just be honest for a second, this chick needs a break from a certain cleaned out colon male. Only kidding, only kidding.

I started to get all my pictures together because I am trying to be "Susie Save a Buck Or Two" so when we move I can buy lots of fun stuff to decorate thy walls or buy some cute fall fashions. So what does Susie Saver do when she is going to the scrapbook mecca? I organize all my pictures with my papers on hand and pray, lots of prayer before I open the scrapbook store door. I pray for the good Lord to help me have willpower and wisdom and what not.


"Dear Lord, help me not to buy the things I need but only the things I really, really want!"

So here is one reason why I blog:

When it comes time to get the albums organized in chronological order do you know what I use to help trigger my memory?


The blog.

I have spent a good portion of my night sitting here reading my own blog. It's fascinating really, fascinating to a woman with an email address called Granny B.

(Let me pause for a second. Does anyone else find it strange that my grandmother would have an email address yet no computer and no way of knowing how even to turn the computer on or how to send an email. Seriously do you catch the irony, folks?)

And boy has my style changed from the first post. My personality is showing through like a mac truck driving on your tail in the middle of the night with his high beams blinding you in the rear view mirror. And when I started this adventure we call blogging, I was very serious, matter of fact, almost shy. So not like me.

So thank you for sticking around all these months and coming back to read more. Sometimes I wonder why you did but it does not matter really, I am just happy you have stuck around.

Because really it's nights like tonight that I realize why blogging is so important to me.

It's important because I know have my 2006 and 2007 scrapbook albums in chronological order. That is a blessing in and of itself!

Got to have them priorities folks, got to have them priorities!

Praise God

Jeff is home resting now.

We are colon cancer free, the other issues can be fixed with medication and fiber.

Jeff had to go in alone to get his IV and what not...he hates needles, he was scared.

When the nurse called me in Jeff said, "Please pray for me."

I said, "I am."

He said, "No NOW."

So I lifted up his name to God and prayed right then and there for my sweet husband.

Could this be one of the reasons we went through this? We lean on each other so much more than before.

God is good.

The Nurse told me that if the procedure took more than 30 minutes than there was a problem to be fixed. It only took 20.

Big thanks to my mother in law for coming to sit with me.

When she walked in I started to cry.

Thank you, MIL for coming at the perfect time. I was about ready to flip out.

But God is good-He provided a support for Jeff and I.

My mom told me that I should never act "big and strong" to my mothers. That is what they are there for.

So next time, I will call MIL or MOM to be with us.

I am thankful that we never grow out of needing our mothers.

Jeff was funny when he woke up, very groggy.

Kept asking the same questions.

He is worried about Matt (his brother) who is in Mexico.

He asked us four times if we have talked to Matt.

On the drive home, he fell asleep.

I have now put him to bed called my mom and a few friends who have been praying with me.

And since I have been on the other side of the screen when you are praying for someone, waiting for an update, I thought I would not make you all wait for the results.

God is good. God is Good!

Thank you for walking this journey with us.

We are blessed to have each one of you in our lives.

Love

Susan

(and Groggy Jeff)

That's Me!

I was going through old pictures tonight because I have decided to post a "Flashback" picture for my profile picture and this is what I found.

Do you see the similarity?!?!?

 

This is why I love Elijah. Not only do I think he looks like this darling little thing pictured above, but he also can look just like Missy (his mom). This boy is a chameleon baby or maybe he just knows how to please his mama and his aunt at any given moment. Hee! Hee!

But I say from this picture he looks like ME! His Aunt Choo-Choo a.k.a Sue-Sue for the older kids.

Oh Missy, even if you don't see it please amuse me for a little while. If you do you will have earned you 5 free nights of babysitting. LOL!

29 and 1/2

Today is my 1/2 birthday.

I am now 29 1/2. I thought this would be a good day to check to see if I have done any of the goals that I have set out to accomplish before I turn the big 3-0.

Click here to read the original list.

I feel some major revisions are going to need to be done because things have changed in the last 6 months. See what happens when you try to plan?

It doesn't work.

So here is a revised list:

1. Live each day to the fullest

2. Continue to tell Jeff I love him every single day.

3. Pray more-plan less.

4. Be more loving to friends and family in my life. Jeff and I call this "Being Other Oriented"

5. Learn to Knit (this is on the original list-I am almost there)

6. Buy less save more.

7. Read more books...watch less television.

8. Be content with where I am and not try to rush ahead of God's plan

9. Continue my quest to become "Lil' Susie Homemaker"

10. Go to Vegas!

Oh and one last thing-do better about calling friends and family to check in.

Have I ever told you that I hate talking on the phone? I should be better about calling but I am on the phone ALL DAY LONG, I would rather meet for coffee and chat for an hour or meet for lunch and eat and chat for an hour. I will get better about doing this. Although I am not making plans anymore-just living. I am living each day one day at a time.

And I promise you, I will be in Vegas before February 21st.

I may go alone (since Jeff hates Vegas) but I will be there and I will love it fully!

Anyone else want to go with me?

we could do a girl trip or something like that.

Okay, that is all the blogging I plan to do this week.

I will touch base on Friday after Jeff (and probably me) have had a chance to rest.

And his colon will be super clean by then. :)

We Are Able To Laugh At Days to Come...

Jeff is having a colonoscopy Thursday, just in case you have been living under a rock and have not read the blog in awhile.



When Jeff is nervous he starts making jokes.



Needless to say, my sides have been hurting because I have been laughing a great deal the last few weeks.



It started when we were sitting in the waiting room the first doctor's visit.



The nurse at the check in desk was starring at us. I did not notice this because my nose was in a book. But I heard a chuckle from the "great beyond" looked up and saw her covering her mouth trying not laughing. I realized she was laughing at us, since we were the only people in the waiting room. Jeff had a pen pressed to his temple and his face was screwed up in a fashion that made you realize he was in deep, deep thought. The nurse begins to explain to me that she has never seen someone in such deep concentration like my husband is now.



Jeff says "I just don't want to forget any of my family history-we are sick people, you know."



I died laughing. Then proceeded to tell Jeff and the whole nursing staff about my first visit to the new OB/GYN. When the new form asked you to list your family's history I listed them under my own history. You can imagine the doctor's dismay and how worried she was that a 29 year old female could have all of these "issues." I realized my mistake after the exam and had to go back to fill out a new form. The doctor died laughing because she was happy to know that I was not about to die and in fact, was healthy as a horse.



So after Jeff finishes the form, they take him back to the examine room to get his vitals. His blood pressure was off the charts. The nurse says, "Your blood pressure is through the roof."
To which Jeff replied, "No S---, I am about to have a man sticking something up my a--hole." I died laughing because not only does Jeff get funny when he is nervous but apparently he also cusses like a sailor.



Jeff hadn't finished filling out all the paperwork so in between the weigh in, blood pressure and other vital signs Jeff would go back to filling out the form. The nurse says, "Sir put the pen down. We still have work to do." So he threw it down then turned to me and smiled timidly because I was there to witness him acting like a 3 year old. At this point, tears are forming in my eyes not because I was scared but because I was laughing so hard.



I have never had this much fun at the doctor's office.



Fast forward a bit.



The doctor tells the nurse to bring us into his office because he won't do an exam today but just wanted to get some information from Jeff. Jeff who at this point, was white as a ghost, sweating profusely and hands very, very clammy stood up and said, "Praise Jesus!" Now this is something that I say very often, Jeff has never spoken with this much passion. I learned this saying from one of my African American friends, I love this about her. She is always quick to "Praise Jesus" when something or someone blesses her. So when Jeff said this just like she does, I started to laugh. Because he was "Praising Jesus" because the manly doctor would not be "sticking his finger up his a-- that day" (to quote Jeff)

Now as we are sitting in the doctor's office who also has a great sense of humor, I could not contain myself. The two of them discussing Jeff's "issues" was just way too funny to me. I laughed and laughed and laughed.

Later as we were driving home Jeff turns to me and says, "Well did you enjoy yourself today?"

And I, still laughing said, "Oh yes. Yes I did!" Then I felt bad because I had just spent the last hour and a half laughing at my husband. He said "Don't worry your day will come and I can laugh at you."

I said, "Sounds like a plan to me."

Because really, what's the point in taking life too seriously. Our laughter is what has kept us from totally freaking out after all. And I am so thankful to have a husband that is able to laugh at the days to come as well.

Keep him in your prayers though because I know as the days get closer he will not be laughing as much. I am afraid that the white as a ghost, clammy hands will return. But we will take it one day at a time-walking by faith every step of the way.

Please forgive him Lord, for who knows what words may come flying out of his mouth this week.

Oh Yes I Did and I am Proud Of It

I spent the weekend watching this and getting therapy for my crush on him and now I am watching this.


Jeff says I need help. I disagree.

It's for a good cause after all, at least now I can be on the same page with my nieces and all the other screaming girls in America.

But at least, AT LEAST I can admit that I love this sort of thing.

It's the best of both worlds...I can be a kid by night and a big, responsible grown up by day.

It's like it, it's like I am a Super Woman or Wonder Woman... No it's like, it's like I am CAT WOMAN. Super hot in black Lycra and able to kick some @#@ at the same time.

Why do I have a sudden craving for milk? In a bowl. And am licking my had and rubbing my head in an effort to cleanse thyself!

Cheers and Jeers

One of my favorite sections of the newspaper is the "Cheers and Jeers" section. So here is my cheers and jeers from this week. It has been a crazy week.

Cheers-to this sweet person for sending me her ornament pattern. I am heading to the local craft store to pick up the supplies and get started. Oh and Happy Birthday, Barb. You have been an inspiration to me in the blog world.

Jeers-to the long, tedious meeting on Monday. The one that I left for at 8 am and didn't get home until almost 7 pm

Cheers- to the many sweet comments and emails this week when I told you what was happening in the "Real World". I am so blessed to have friends, blog friends and family who are willing to pray right alongside us.

Jeers- to the 4 reports that had to be done in less that 6 hours that normally take me double that time.

Cheers-I did finish the reports in a timely manner and was able to sleep 7 hours that night.

Jeers-to the little lizard that jumps out at me every time I walk into my house. It's a cute little thing really-I have watched it grow from baby to adolescents but is is necessary that we play "hide and seek" late at night.

Cheers-to being able to steal Faith for the night. It has been so long since it has just been the two of us. I will always hold a special place in my heart for her because she was the first niece in my life. She is growing so much this summer inside and out and I just love watching her blossom into a beautiful woman of God.

Jeers-to the lack of quality role models that our little girls do not have in the celebrity world.

Cheers to the movie "A Cinderella Story" a great movie for little girls with a great story of being true to the person you were created to be

Jeers-to the long week at work

Cheers to the new baby Amie and Bradley adopted this week.

Cheers to the community of friends and family that surrounded them this week when the birth mother wanted to change her mind. Prayer is a powerful weapon!

Cheers to the birth mother for making one of the hardest decisions of her life but one of the best decisions. I continue to praise God for her and pray for this sweet teenage girl.

Cheers to the weekend and spending time with friends.

Jeers to the laundry that has been piled up all week that I must tackle today.

Cheers to the morning cup of coffee with my mom

Jeers to her moving away from us in two weeks. She won't be far but not as close as 10 steps ever again.

Cheers to her moving forward in her life. Mom, have I told you how proud I am of you lately?

Jeers-to the coffee that is now running through me to make me stop blogging with all my peeps.

Cheers to blogland!

Seriously, I need to close

Happy Weekend everyone-do something you love or someone....

(I crack myself up!)

MAKE IT STOP

It started at 8:30 a.m this morning and it is now approaching 8:30 p.m and I am still at it.





IT- is the many little projects that must either be emailed or mailed by tomorrow morning and were giving to me this morning. All of which are long and tedious and very, very time consuming!



It is also the fellow co-worker who called this morning at 8:00 am and left a message saying,

"I thought you said you would answer the phone for the team before 9:00 am."

I have NEVER answered the phone that early for anyone, ask my family and friends they will vouch for me. I answer the phone between the hours of 9 am and 6 pm, if you are related to the office in any way shape or form, that is when I answer the phone. Just because I work at home doesn't mean I want to work all the time.


Sigh.

Is it Friday yet? I guess I will go put a pot of coffee on because this chick is pulling an all nighter I am afraid.

Do you want to see into the inner working of a furniture sales rep?

(edited to add: I had a picture posted but some information was shown that probably shouldn't be pictured for all the world to see. Sorry, I would love to show you the inner sanctum but I signed a confidentiality agreement and I could get fired. Plus the bosses contact info and financial stuff is posted on my bulletin board and when you click on the picture it comes up in all it's glory. I will post a picture later after I clean out the secret stash)



Oh where oh where is my little assistant Faith?

My 8 year old niece spent the night with me this week and she helped me put together catalogs the next day. I sat and watched her without her knowing I was doing so and boy she has such a great work ethic. I am one proud Aunt! And she offered to help, I swear I did not force this on her. But I think what floored me even more is when she finished all her work and said, "Can I do more? I love helping you."

Ahh.


Now I think I can go back to work-if Faith can do it, I can do it!

Oh and if anyone mentions the fact that I should be working instead of blogging, I will clobber you. I am procrastinating folks. Procrastinating!

This chick is allowed a break every now and then, right??

God is Faithful, Y'all!

"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."



2 Corinthians 4:17-18



The first time I read this verse, I was sitting on my bed praying for my family situation. In the other room, my mom and step-dad were having an escalated fight in the middle of the living room. I didn't know what to do, I was terrified and I knew it would only get worse if I made an appearance. I began to pray as hard as I could that God would provide a way out for my mom and I. That man, my step dad, was an evil, cruel person. He was a wolf in sheeps clothing. But God was faithful. He blessed me through that verse. I prayed it many times during that period in my life. And God proved Himself by providing a way out for us.



The second time this verse grabbed my attention yet again, I was sitting in my room at the house I rented while in college. I was making a hefty decision that night, should I stay or should I go. It was not easy realizing that I would not finish my college degree at ACU. I hated to leave but I knew that God was telling me not to focus on the here and now but on the Him and the rest of the story would be written later.



The third time this verse caught my attention,was the other night after I wrote this post. If you were sitting on my side of the screen, you would of seen many tears and pacing across the room and prayer-lots of prayers lifted up to the heavens that night. It was the first time that I allowed my emotions to get the better of me. God was faithful. Since that night, I have felt a sense of peace like never before.



I have been filled.



The next morning, during the "Daniel Study" by Beth Moore she quoted this verse. The same one that has always served as God's reminder to me that He is faithful. It was like He was reminding me, yet again, that He will see us through. I sat and quoted it under my breath right along with Mrs. Beth. Oh how this verse speaks to me!


Later in our prayer time, I shared with the ladies what I just told all of you. I love this verse. But more importantly I love the fact that God once again has proven His faithfulness to me. You see, He didn't have to prove Himself. Just like He didn't have to in high school and college. But He did. Why? He is faithful. As well as loving, kind, patient, quick to forgive, selfless and compassionate to name a few.



I realize that there are things that we must go through in order for God's work to be made complete. It's not easy nor is it fun. But I believe it is necessary. Necessary for us to grow in Christ and to rest in Him. I believe it is important for us to realize that this too shall pass. That yes, this world will have trouble and we will have hard times. But God wants to and will see us through.



"In my weakness, He is made strong." And isn't' that really what it is all about?! To God be the glory, to God be the glory.



Oh and just remember, He is faithful, y'all.



He is faithful.

For The Teachers Out There...

(I recieved this email this week and thought it was blog worthy!)

NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND

I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are REAL >> notes written by PARENTS in a Tennessee school district. (Spellings >> have been left intact.)

1-- MY SON IS UNDER A DOCTOR'S CARE AND SHOULD NOT TAKE PE TODAY. PLEASE EXECUTE HIM.

2-- PLEASE EXKUCE LISA FOR BEING ABSENT SHE WAS SICK AND I HAD HER SHOT

3-- DEAR SCHOOL: PLEASE ECSC's JOHN BEING ABSENT ON JAN 28, 29, 30, 31,32 AND ALSO 33.

4-- PLEASE EXCUSE GLORIA FROM JIM TODAY. SHE IS ADMINISTRATING.

5-- PLEASE EXCUSE ROLAND FROM P.E. FOR A FEW DAYS. YESTERDAY HE FELL OUT OF A TREE AND MISPLACED HIS HIP.

6-- JOHN HAS BEEN ABSENT BECAUSE HE HAD TWO TEETH TAKEN OUT OF HIS FACE.

7-- CARLOS WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING FOOTBALL. HE WAS; HURT IN THE GROWING PART.

8-- MEGAN COULD NOT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN BOTHERED BY VERY CLOSE VEINS.

9-- CHRIS WILL NOT BE IN SCHOOL CUS HE HAS AN ACRE IN HIS SIDE.

10-- PLEASE EXCUSE RAY FRIDAY FROM SCHOOL HE HAS VERY LOOSE VOWELS.

11-- PLEASE EXCUSE PEDRO FROM BEING ABSENT YESTERDAY. HE HAD (DIAHRE, >> DYREA, DIREATHE), THE SH**S. NOTE: [WORDS IN ( )'S WERE CROSSED OUT. (Love it!)

12-- PLEASE EXCUSE TOMMY FOR BEING ABSENT YESTERDAY. HE HAD DIARRHEA, AND HIS BOOTS LEAK.

13-- IRVING WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY BECAUSE HE MISSED HIS BUST.

14-- PLEASE EXCUSE JIMMY FOR BEING. IT WAS HIS FATHER'S FAULT. {You >> know, this could be legit!}

15-- I KEPT BILLIE HOME BECAUSE SHE HAD TO GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING BECAUSE DON'T NOW WHAT SIZE SHE WEAR.

16-- PLEASE E XCUSE JENNIFER FOR MISSING SCHOOL YESTERDAY WE FORGOT TOGET THE SUNDAY PAPER OFF THE PORCH, AND WHEN WE FOUND IT MONDAY. WE THOUGHT IT WAS SUNDAY.

17-- MY DAUGHTER WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY BECAUSE SHE WAS TIRED. SHE SPENT WEEKEND WITH THE MARINES.

18-- PLEASE EXCUSE JASON FOR BEING ABSENT YESTERDAY. HE HAD A COLD AND COULD NOT BREED WELL.

19-- PLEASE EXCUSE MARY FOR BEING ABSENT YESTERDAY. SHE WAS IN BED WITH GRAMPS.

20-- GLORIA WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY AS SHE WAS HAVING A GANGOVER.

21-- PLEASE EXCUSE BRENDA. SHE HAS BEEN SICK AND UNDER THE DOCTOR.

22-- MARYANN WAS ABSENT DECEMBER 11-16, BECAUSE SHE HAD A FEVER, SORETHROAT, HEADACHE AND UPSET STOMACH. HER SISTER WAS ALSO SICK, FEVER AND SORE THROAT, HER BROTHER HAD A LOW GRADE FEVER AND ACHED ALL OVER. I WASN'T THE BEST EITHER SORE THROAT A ND FEVER. THERE MUST BE SOMETHING GOING AROUND, HER F ATHER EVEN GOT HOT LAST NIGHT.

NOW WE KNOW WHY PARENTS ARE SCREAMING FOR BETTER EDUCATION FOR OUR KIDS.

The Real World Post

To the Real World Friends out there,

Let's pretend we are sitting side by side, chatting up a storm, a gallon of Mint Chocolate Chip sits between us on the coffee table and we are eating it as fast as we can. Let's pretend that we have spent the whole day laughing and catching up and now our conversation has turned to the question, "How can I pray for you?" Because for some reason, on this hot summer evening, I miss my chicks and I could use a good heaping of your prayers. I miss the lengthy conversations over a gallon of our favorite ice cream, jumping from laughter to tears back to laughter again.

Things are so hectic in my world these days that I just want time to sit for awhile and do what I WANT TO DO. That is why last Saturday was so good for me. I needed my husband for a little bit without work obligations looming over my head. God knew that our life was about to take a turn so He provided time for us to just chill.

Our life has turned, no not really turned but tilted for a little bit. And in order for us not to completely fall head first onto the ground, we are clinging to each other and to our faith. We are trying, even though it is not easy, to take it one day at a time. Today I am sad, most days I take it all in stride but today, I am sad...it's a bad day.

Jeff went to the doctor last week for a few issues. He is having a colonoscopy done August 23 to check a few things out. Colon cancer runs in his family, in fact, his grandmother died of colon cancer. On a good day, I am totally confident that God will see us through no matter what happens. But on the bad days, I am scarred and find myself too afraid to pray to God. Because what if God does bring the worse? What would I do if I lost the best thing that has ever happened to me? Would I lose my faith? Would my faith grow? Would I be able to make it through? You see, I told you today was a bad day.

This past Sunday, our little group at church sang "You Raise Me Up," boy howdy, did I almost loose it. Especially after our sermon on "Not Our Plans But God's Plans." When I stood up their singing, I was so close to crying a puddle of tears that I had to close my eyes and just sing from my heart. I did not open them until the song was done, I would have lost it if I would have looked at my friends sitting in the audience. Even though most of them will find out about all of this after reading this post. Sorry peeps, I didn't want to talk about it until now.

I mean most days it doesn't even phase me. I mean I am walking by faith, right? Or I am just living in a state of denial? Why is it that some days we walk with total serenity with God while other days we worry with what God is about to do? I mean, I prayed this morning, I prayed this afternoon, in fact, I prayed without ceasing, but I still find myself in a helpless state of mind. Am I missing the big picture or does God have me right where I need to be? I lean toward the later.

"You raise me up so I can stand on mountains. You raise me up to walk on stormy seas. I am strong when I am on your shoulders. You raise me up, to more than I can be."

Oh Lord, I pray that it is true. I pray that the little "Tilt-A-World" ride you have for us will not leave us wanting to puke our guts out but leave us wanting more because it brings us that much closer to you in the end.

You see friends, this is the time where you would be assuring me that God is ultimately in control but that it is okay to cry. This is the time that you would grab my hand and say, "Let's pray this out." Man, do you remember the times that we have prayed together over the years? What a blessing you all have been to me! God knew what He was doing when He brought us all together. I may not be able to grab your hand tonight but I feel at peace. I know that I have the greatest group of friends who will actually stop their day and say a little pray for us. And I will pray for you too, I know that many of you have also been pushed on the "Tilt-A-World" ride as well.

Thanks for being a sounding board tonight, I love you all!

I Love Being An Aunt!

A Song In My Heart

For the last two weeks I have noticed that when I wake up, I am singing a different Christan song. It's almost like my spirit is singing to God even though I am not fully aware or awake. When I told a friend about this, they suggested that I start writing down the songs each morning and see if I can find a pattern.

Here are some of the lyrics that I have on my heart when I wake up this past week.

"I sing a melody in my heart for you..."

"My Adonai, I lift up my heart and I cry, my Adonai. The maker of each moment author of my heart..."

"Because somewhere in the course of this life my little boy will need a godly wife, so hold on to Jesus baby wherever you are..."

"And maybe my eyes can't see, that you are surrounding me, Here in the wind and rain, the things that I know, tender and sweet and strong as my need, I know the voice, I know the touch lover of my soul."

Not a bad way to wake up in my opinion, not a bad way at all.

It's a busy weekend so I am off to get things done.

Happy Saturday!

Life Learning Skills By Willard Tate

One of my favorite classes while attending ACU was the class by Willard Tate called "Life Learning Skills." It was a class that everyone took. You either wanted the easy A or you wanted to hear what all the fuss was about. Truth is, no matter what your reasons, you walked away from that class having a different perspective on life.

At the beginning of the class, he had us write a bunch of little facts on 3 x 5 cards. These facts would be our final. We were to learn them and learn them well. I kept them in a green plastic index card box, similar to a recipe box. When Jeff and I got married and we were merging our stuff, he looked inside this box and said, "Why do you still have these?" I couldn't really give him a good enough answer but I said something to the effect of "they are mine and they are staying." I should of been a lawyer with those arguing skills.

Last week I was in a cleaning frenzy. I have been selling my old books on Amazon so I was standing on a stool in my closet throwing books down from the top shelf that didn't make the cut. When I spied this little box sitting in the corner. I opened it up and started to read the cards. Thirty minutes passed, I was still dangling on this stool reading each and every one of them. There is over a 100 facts about life, leadership, happiness, etc, etc.

Each time I read these cards, I am inspired to be a better person. Maybe that is why I haven't thrown these cards away yet. They inspire me!

Here are a few for you and I promise to share more with you from time to time.

What is the difference between a winner and loser?
A winner thinks he deserves a little but owes a lot

A loser thinks he deserves a lot but owes a little

Three ways to overcome procrastination?
1. Write goals on 3x5 cards and take it with you.
2. Get a "to-do" list
3. Develop a new attitude toward failure.

What should you work harder on than anything else? Yourself

Where you IS, is where you IS.

How does the future come? One day at a time

Repetition is... the mother of mastery

How long should you use repetition? As long as it takes

What must you do in order to finish? Get started


P.S I am curious to know if any of you other fellow ACU'ers kept these cards or was I the only pack rat?

These Are The Days

I made a promise to myself after the last negative pregnancy test to quit worrying about the future and start living in the moment. This thought process has been very freeing for me. I am blessed.

Due to this new found, freedom to live each day to fullest, I have been doing just that.

Friday night, Jeff and I debated whether or not to go out on the town or stay home and just chill. We chose the later. He watched Bourne Identity while I sat at our dining room table to scrapbook. (I love having my newly organized scrapbook to where I can do as much or as little without pulling out ever little thing)

Saturday morning we drove to the local train station to catch a train to Downtown Fort Worth for the day. We only live 15-20 minutes from Downtown but we love riding the train. On the train, we met a man who was in his late 70's. This man was traveling to one of the local shelters to preach to the children there. He has been doing this for 20 years. I was not the one sitting closest to him so Jeff carried the conversation. It was a tender moment for me seeing the man Jeff is becoming. A man who goes outside of himself to talk to others, perfect strangers in fact. As I listened to Jeff and this man converse, the scripture about entertaining angels kept popping in my head.

After the train ride, we caught the "Bourne Ultimatum" matinee feature, for the two of us it was only $8. We love matinees. Plus the movie was very, very good. Not as good as one and two but still good.

Afterwords, we headed to our favorite burger joint for lunch. Jeff kindly suggested that I hold down a table close to the window while he placed our order. So while he ordered, I sat and read my recent book. Two hours later we left the restaurant, fully fed and fully relaxed from just taking a moment to sit with nothing on our schedule.

We then headed to our favorite bookstore and again sat for another grand length of time while we perused our favorite authors and magazines.

At one point, Jeff and I even talked about the song by 10.000 Maniacs where I borrowed the title for my post. We dubbed that song our theme song because soon life will change for us. And even though we will always be able to head to downtown Fort Worth, it may never be just like this one day. Where time stood still for a brief moment and we were able to just enjoy living in the moment.

We are blessed.